Heaven.

I think that in Heaven you will be paired with the person you were SUPPOSED to be with. She probably will have never liked me.

Help me Jebus!!!!

So Mikey's out of jail. Good for him. We had a wonderful time today. I think my bark is bigger than my bite as they say. I don't have the stamina to back up some of the things I've promised to do. Tonight is gonna be weird. Tomorrow will be worse.

Help me Jebus!!!!

I hate Walker.

Or as I call him, Mr. Bad Decision Wednesday.

Feels like burning.

Holly hurt Batman. I hurt that one muscle no guy wants to hurt. The grind. I mean groin. I had a lot of things I wanted to write about today especially after yesterday's ventfest. However, I'm so uncomfortable I can't even think straight.

Fuck this town.

To all my friends...
and all those who've come and gone
I kneel as I've danced
and watched you sing
on the words of your partners
and your memories

Whose is this face in the mirror,
and why do the eyes scream at me with hate?
What have I done to reap these things?
Knuckles bleeding, hundreds of faces

No more goodbyes
empty rooms and promises
letters taped to doors
dust spotted carpet, sun faded walls


-----by the way------
(myname.blogspot.com is gone in 72 hours. read it if you want. but you don't it's boring and sucky. did it for school credit.)

Also, found out some people aren't reading this blog anymore because "all you were doing is posting poems and stuff." I felt bad because I wasn't posting much if any of that kind of thing. You people, you know who you are, make me angry. And you have crazy roommates who fuck with my heart strings. Grrrr. [Angry grunt.]

Pink'd

Oh yes. We all knew Walker was gay, now he gets to show it off. He wasn't even mad at me.

Fiesta'd

I think I'm partied out. I've seen you all in the last few days and probably told you the same. I haven't been sick in a while. I guess I was due. Urg.

The gates of hell

Wow. Hot. Shortest run I've been on in months. More tired than I've ever been. It is so damn hot. I had this plan to do the gymless/Daniel Craig workout for the next few months. I don't think I can keep this up though. Man was not made to run in 100+ degree heat. I had this vision of getting lost on my way back in the neighborhood because all the houses look the same. I would have had to bang on a door and beg for mercy.

I don't know if it was the heat or what but I got the feeling while running that I left a few 'loose ends' untied in SD. Interesting.